Thursday, September 9, 2010
9/9/10
Perhaps it would be easier if it weren't such a special date, for a thoughtless person like me.
It felt weird to look forward endlessly to something that isn't there anymore.
It felt sad not to be able to say " Happy Birthday" and see your smile.
I miss you, on every school holiday.
Wondering when will you date me again, worrying if you were happy over there.
Whenever there's an unexpected oversea call, I secretly longed that it is from you.
As Xmas draws near, I wished that I will get to receive ur card, surprises, well wishes and ur voice.
I promise, I will treasure this time.
It's just so difficult not being able to talk to you ever again.
